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  • Listening to: Mean Girls by Rachel Crow
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Borderlands 2
i am leaving DA forever..so i leave you with this.

i need some likes and stuff!! like my photography page, comment on my photos, share with people you know! i need more likes and stuff 
photography is something i love doing and i would love to do it professionally, but i cant unless i have fans like you! 
www.facebook.com/LaurenSauerwe…
  • Listening to: Mean Girls by Rachel Crow
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Borderlands 2

now your just another thorn in my heart.

Ive tried to move on, but its so hard.  so now I pretend you aren't there. your someone I never knew. Your just some random person in the crowd that means nothing. your a person on the internet who I never wanna meet. your just a thorn in my heart. I pretend you never where. someday Ill forget your legacy for real. until then I pretend I don't know you.

  • Listening to: Mean Girls by Rachel Crow
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Borderlands 2
wow!! hi guys!  been awhile since I've been on here...

uhh....yea...
  • Reading: KH manga
ive been sick for over a week and jst now getting better! anyways!!   soooo...i had a thought.
i drew Bulbasaur awhile back (u all should member) and i wanted to know if u ppl who actually look at my stuff would be interested in seeing a pony version.  basically a pony with the colors of bulbasaur...and the spots...and i might even add the awesomness of the seed on the back.   let me know what u think of the idea!!

also! i will be editing some photos so i can get them up.   PLUSSS i finially can get my printer back up to scan photos again and get them up on DA wich os good cuz i have an awesome Wasp drawing that i wanna post.   

and dont forget to follow me on tumblr:  sherlockstarkjr.tumblr.com
and go ahead and add me on skype:  darth.tiger5

yea....ummm...thats about it lol.   so yea!! follow me and add me and be sure to let me know if you wanna see the pony bulbasaur (if ppl wanna see it will give me motivation to draw it)  and yea....be on a look out for some awesome photos and shitty dtrawings   =)

Much Loves,
   Busted-Love


PS. seeing 2 concerts this month WOO!!    plus i met Chris Bourne...James Bourne's bro...and i get to meet him again in like a week!  =D    im excited!
  • Listening to: Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Avengers, Lost Tapes
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
if i dnt add anything here that line will be taken out of context.
im not even gonna say what i mean by this...because i think all the hate ill get is gonna be funny as fuck!  cuz right now i am so depressed that i dnt care!

and no one wants to help me!   so im gonna just yea.....take it out of context!  my brain says i should stop.....but for soem reason i wnt...
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: scrubs
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
this always starts fights and make her mad and then she makes everyone else hate me, but honestly..im to tired to stop myself....

i feel very unappriated!!  i try and try but i never get any feedback thats good...i get ignored or yelled at...ah well i guess

i feel second best...i feel like all my friends dnt think about till they need run out of chances. i feel over looked...i seriously do.
im never chosen for anything...i gues its the truth not a feeling. im never chosen first ever! and im always over looked.

i can think of 2 people that do it the most....one will read this and blow up on me like she always does the other wont but what ever.

i just UGH!!    i just want for once to be the frisdt person someone thinks of...


Much Loves,
     Busted-love


PS. I JUST UGH!!!!
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: scrubs
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
i cant vent here and i cant vent on fb and i cant vent on tumblr!! WHERE FUCK CAN I VENT!!!!
fuck!!   this sucks!! everything i do pisses someone off and my mind keeps saying that stuff to me!!

plus i wish i had more then just the day to see her....fucken sucks


Much Loves,
   Busted-Love


PS. i have some bad days and i have been swearing more then usual lately
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
that was a thought my paranoia could of kept to itself...
now i think its her saying it not the friend....thats why she wont defend me...
  • Listening to: Broken Open by Adam Lambert
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
What do u do when u have no talents??  U TRY ANYWAYS AND MAKE PEOPLES EYES BLEED WITH HOW JMUCH YOU SUCK!!!!
thats what i do!!  i cant draw, write, or photograph worth shit....so instead i post on here and get told how much i suck!!  =)

whats my purpose in life??  I DONT HAVE ONE!!!!  
and thats that....

why am i alive??  BECAUSE YOUNG COUPLES STUCK INSIDE CUZ OF BLIZZARDS MAKES BABIES!!!
yea..i wasnt planned lol

why should i keep trying to be good at something?   CAUSE I APPERENTLY LIKE TO MKAE MYSELF FEEL LIKE SHIT SO I HELP OTHERS LIKE MY FRIENDS TO HELP MAKE ME FEEL WORSE ABOUT MY SELF!!!!
my friends arent good at being nice to me. and none of them are good at saying "good job" or "thats good" or "wow...i really like that"  yea...its pretty gay..

why am i single??  BECAUSE ALL THE GUYS IVE BEEN WITH HAVE BEEN NICE GUYS THAT TURNED OUT TO BE NOT NICE GUYS SO I NOW HATE MOST MEN AND BECAUSE TO MOST MEN IM FAT AND UGLY!!
true or not...they think i am!! and fuck you nice guys!! ur all liers....i dated a guy who everyone i know that knew him..was so surprised he cheated on me...he puts on this nice guy act but in reality hes just a dick!   and all the guys ive dated have been like that!! its just weird!  nice guys complain us girls never choose them!  well im fucken trying to!! but the nice guys i choose...end up being dicks!   the guy i like now is ego-centric...he knows it..i know it...but i still wanna be with him! lol

why i look lazy??   CAUSE NO ONE WILL GIVE ME A FUCKEN JOB!!!!!!
every time i apply...i dont get it..they can go fucken die!!  i needs the moneys!!

if im sick of men then why not date a girl?? i am bi..        CAUSE THERES NO GIRL I LIKE BESIDES 1 AND SHE WONT DATE ME CAUSE IM NOT WAT SHE WANTS!!!!
yea...i could..but only one would make me happy...but she kno wanna be with me so im fucked!

maybe my only talent is being funny, but am i really actually funny??     NO IM NOT FUNNY!! IM A STUPID OBNOXIOUS BITCH WHO MAKES AN AS OUT OF HERSELF TO MAKES OTHERS FEEL BETTER!!
and i never get a thank you! i have made ppl hate me to make my friends laugh and smile...have i ever gotten a thank you? no!!! i havent! i transformed my brain into something that should be in a mnetal insituion! and yet no one has said "thank you for destroying yourself to help me feel better"   nope no one!

well....i dnt fel any fucken better! i still hate myself and most of my friends and my fam!  well..i am just lonely....maybe thats it....maybe im not angry or hateful.......maybe im just lonely and feel unloved cuase none shows me that they care ever...


Much Loves,
    Busted-love


PS. this isnt gonna end well..
  • Listening to: MLP:FIM
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
i am aware that i recently did a journal!! lol   but thats ok!!!!!!!
how is everyone?  im doing shitty!!  =P

ok..sooo anyone got tumblr?? if so follow me!!   www.tumblr.com/blog/sherlockst…;
i will follow u back! i promise i will!!   anywhoooo...thats all i gotta say is follow me cuz i uplaod random shit...some things will be stuff i did other times shit from the interwebs!!  =)

Much Loves,
   Busted-love



PS. for those who read my journals...would u be sad if i didnt say Much Loves at the end of them??
  • Listening to: constuction workers -.-
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
WTF!!!!! LOOK AT THAT FUCKEN DUCK LOOKING AT THAT MAN!!!!    0.0

annnnyyyywhhhhoooo!!!!!
havent done a journal for awhile...DAMN!!


well i saw korn.....they were FUCKEN AMAZING!!!!!!!!   got my poster sighend and its amzing!!!! and they have been a band for 18 years ive been a fan for about....15 of that 18 maybe....yea...lets go with that lol.     it was super awesome!   BTR Again this month with Becca also going to north dakota with the fam to see Koda!   WOOO!!!

Augest im seeing Demi Lovato ft Hot Chelle Rae!!  with my other friend Ali!! WOO!!! concert galore!!    yup!!

i have a bruise the size of alaska on my arm.....it hurts...not really! but it did!!!! sun burn is a bitch!!!    but it 2was all worth it!! =)       i have a cold =(


WATCHING POKEMON MAKES ME FEEL BUBBLY INSIDE!!!    the orginal stuff not the new shit! FUCK U!! CHARMANDER IS THE SHIT!!!!!!    its awesome!!!    48 episods and im on 28!   =)    20 left!!       yea...pokemon


SIMS TO!!    been playing sims again! OMG!!!!!!!! i mades a fucken iron man kity!! his name is Stark so fuck off!!! i win u lose go die!

Much Loves,
  Busted-love

Ps. still behind on uplods and im in love with Robert Downy Jr so go die in a ditch or join me!.....hes mine back off go die
  • Listening to: What ever by Hot Chelle Rae
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Watching: Pokemon
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Sims2
i am soooo behind on uoploading!!! damn it!!
i got a shitload of animals and flower pics   -.-    i gotta edit and upload them!!  

lets hope my effort will pay and ppl will  look at em for once.    time to go do stuff not realated to this journal now!! =P


Much Loves,
   busted-love


PS.  korn in a week!! YAY!!
  • Listening to: I Need You by Saving Abel
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
idk lol.    annnnyywwhooo!!
so i totally just went to the zoo with my dad and it was fun. i got a shitload of photos to edit and upload!!! so be on a look the next couple days. flowers and animals!  =)
  • Listening to: Law and Order: SVU
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
  • Listening to: Circle Of Life from Lion King
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
great night last niht!   i missed him so much!   i love seeing old Friends.   Andy is a great guy and it was great to see him again after a year or 2!!  =)    soo annnyyywaaayyyssss...

back from my aunts (actaully got back yesterday but was to damn busy and tired and feeling sick to actually do anything) i also started my summer class.
umm leetssss seee. OH!     i didnt get any photos at my aunts, well i got a few, but i dnt think there good....ill see what happens once on the computer...ummm  there just wasnt much to photograph up there at the time....just green lol     but next time ill get more.   so i got some things to upload along with already late photos.

ummm....not much more to say.   getting a job at outback! =D

ummm....yea

Much Loves,
Busted-love


PS. Adam Lambert's new cd is bomb as hell
  • Listening to: I'll Cover You (reprise) from Rent
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
i tell yea....i do stupid ass shit!  but i guess it happens. im calmer now that ive watched some Pewdiepie and took a nice hot shower.
chillen wit meh kitty Oliver right now bout to go for a walk tho.  BLEH!!!

i have some shit to upload tongiht as well and i gotta finish packing for my aunts house so i shopuld do that to...hmmm..

so whike im gone should i take some photos? what do you people think? photos of flowers? trees? dandelions? i have an idea with the little playground thing they have....maybe some of the pretty horses up there.   hmm...i guess imma have to bring my camerea and som,e batteries and sees what happens!!

and i aplogize for my anger earlier! <3


hmm...idk...people should go watch pewdiepie hes funny as hell!!



Much Loves,
   Busted-love



PS. i like oreos....mm!!
  • Listening to: Endless Night by Lion King Broadway Musical
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
so no one is interested in my story...no one really looks at my picture...no one reads my jounrals......im just gonna say fuck u all then!!


i gives up on u ppl.   watchers suck.  they dnt even look at photos. they never fav or comment. -.-    the only ppl who comment on my stuff are my parents...but they honestly dont care about my stuff....i cant even get my best friends to tell me if im good at something..

UGH!   im so glad im leaving for a fucken week!  getting away from people!   

gonna go to the casino friday and loose money and feel worse about myself!

SCREW OFF!!!!   

im super depressed and pised off...last 2 weeks have been shitty. i cant even rely on the interwebs to make me feel good now days



Much Loves,
     Busted-love
  • Listening to: Crawling by Linkin Park
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
anyone interested in a story about a Robot horse, Panda, and Wolf?  there all robots and because there robots they can talk. they also have human emootion software. a thing happens blah blash blah then stuff happens lol.  

anyone interested???  let me kno if you are!!    =)



anywho....i hate people and being cheated on hurts and is not fun!   seeing the Lorax tonight though!!  kinda excited.
im soooo depressed!! AHH!!!!   im like in my eomtkionless depressed phase, its kinda nice.



Much Loves,
    Busted-Love





PS.  adam lambert and linkin park have new cds coming out!! WOO!!.....those 2 dnt even go together lol
  • Listening to: Free Up Your Mind
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
isnt dating fun? no not really...alls i gotta say is....fucken assholes and jackasses!!!!!!!   

UGH!!!
i hate people so much.....time to finjish this semester of college then plot my revenge..  =)    u wanna cheat on me? i kill you!!! ok not really but...oh well

i will not let this ruin my weekend!  v  

SEEING A MOVIE AND MY BEST FRIEND!!


Much Loves,  
  Busted-love




PS.  my kneed hurts like a bitch!
  • Listening to: Tell Me A Lie by One Direction
  • Reading: KH manga
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep,Amnesia
yea..that has nothing to do with this hjopunral lol.  ok sooooo.
i needs the help of all u lovely watchers out there!!   
pick out ur 9 favorite deviations ive uploaded (preferbly NOT my digital art ones lol) so pick ur 9 favorite..the ones u think are just amazing and worthy of high votes on a scale of 1-10.  i would greatly appreciate if u did this for me!
so please please please PLEASSE!!! BITTE!!!   i shall throw in german! lol
so please do this for me! it would help me out alot.!   =)  

still have more flower photos to upload so that should be fun. got some drawings im working on and some that actually need to be uplaoded on to DA. i am like..way behind on my uploads lol but i shall get them up piece by piece.


Much Loves,
   Busted-love



ps.  FUHKEN BARRELS!!